It's a Cruel Summer.

Day 146
Today was my first day of summer school/work and my last night with my friend Jackie. I don't have a lot of friends so when I lose one, it really makes me sad. I almost cried but I held it together, I will see her again. Work was too too hot today. But, I did manage to keep my hair down. It's a new thing I'm trying to do. I want to see if that will help stop my hair from falling out. I know it's normal to lose up to 100 or more strands of hair a day, but I feel like I'm losing more. It makes me feel old and I just don't like the idea of losing my hair. There are some things I want to preserve and they are: my hair, my teeth, and my skin. I really truly care about these things. Anyway, tomorrow will be another long day, I'm sure. I'm going to start buckling down and not spend my money. My boyfriend and I have an amazing plan up our sleeves but I don't know if it will work if we don't save our money. I really really hope it works out!